Johnny Would You Love Me if My Dick Were Bigger by Brontez Purnell

Author:Brontez Purnell
Language: eng
Format: azw3
ISBN: 9781936932146
Publisher: The Feminist Press at CUNY
Published: 2017-06-13T04:00:00+00:00

It happens so much it gets to be boring. I never let any of my ego get too beat up by any disciplinary talking to ’cause alongside my admitted problem-childness I watched each of them pull what (at least I felt like) could be construed as some pretty evil shit too. You stay around anybody long enough and you’re most certainly going to watch them pull some evil shit. If they don’t, then that just means they’re good at hiding it and that’s the motherfucker you’ve got to be extra careful of. Either way, you’re afraid to ask why you were generally the most blacked out in the band. There are of course theories . . .

And besides, bands are not supposed to revel in differences but, rather, revel in commonality. When we were on, it was on. I liked that. I remember that. But then time passes. You get less (or more) mad or happy about this or that. There are other sounds you’re hearing in your head now.

Then there was the realization that I actually lived in a small place. I didn’t want people to get to see me in such raw states on stage then be able to bark orders at me at a shitty diner. Fuck that. But despite all the bullshit, I was just glad I got to have fun, fun being sometimes so rare in life. But, it was this particular night in Denver, with my party boy wreckedness and my bloody foot, that I make a particular vow (while my bandmates thought I was simply talking to myself): “I’m not crazy,” I said, “I’m writing my book.”

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